This past month I have become very confused on the whole "life process" point that we are all supposed to be going through.
It seems so much easier for others to get what they want and to achieve the success that they have always dreamed of while others it takes so much longer and the struggles are so much harder to overcome.
My personal battles have been kind of rough this past month. Not going to into too much detail, I have been struggling with my self worth. Realizing that I am actually someone has not come very easily for me and the truth is that I still struggle with it on a a day to day basis.
I am trying so hard to be the person that I want to be and in the midst of it all I am loosing who I really am. I am trying to too hard to please myself but all I can do is try harder. It is a circle that I just cannot seem to break.
I know that life is a virtual roller coaster and that all you can do sometimes is hold on and try to enjoy the ride. But through all this I seem to have the safety harness unbuckled and I am holding on for dear life.
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Just hold on, my friend! Figuring yourself out is what your age is all about. Once you feel happy with yourself everything else usually falls into place.
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